![]() And I can’t blame people for not finding me attractive when at the back of my mind I know I don’t find me attractive either. I've never gotten any positive attention for my looks ever, and seeing all my friends constantly get hit on while I get looked at like im moldy bread does things to your self-esteem. That shit hurted, and I know he’s obviously shallow and that I shouldn’t waste my time with people like him, but to me it seems like this is how most people see me. Just recently I was out with two friends and some drunk guy who was much older than us came up and tried to flirt and he said something along the lines of “if I was ten years younger I’d want to get with the three of you”, then looked at me again and said “well maybe just you two” to my friends. What pains me is the thought that even though I know of my progress, to people who don’t know me, I still just seem fat and lazy. ![]() So first up: I do try to exercise regularly and eat healthy, but losing weight is a long, difficult process, and although I’ve lost a significant amount of weight and am much closer to an average weight than before and am aware of what I’ve accomplished, I still struggle with confidence when it comes to my physical appearance. I'm not part of the 30+ demographic, but I figure the people here would have more experience and better tips.
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